The Vedas say, it is that gap between two thoughts. That moves faster than a sword out of its sheath in the hands of a brilliant warrior, before thoughts stampede into u, like soldiers into that warrior.
It is there, always -- a hidden, teasing glimmer -- between thoughts that refuse to allow it room...
Occasionally, touching base with that in the crow pose, or when the headstand is effortless and seemingly timeless. Sometimes in the sway of a lush tree. Or in a day well-ended, without quarrel, anxiety or fear. Or in a cup of tea. Or a well-relished meal. But mostly, these days, it comes when a thought is reduced, and mostly when I decide not to pursue a thought. When I deny a thought, It comes...
How do u explain this... it is like watching thoughts unfold, or if there is an emotion -- unnamed but lurking about in the body and mind -- and u can wish and will it away, there I feel It. It is in the denial of what rushes up as I...
It is always in a thought denied... in the sense of I denied.. Chose, It says, between being a Pygmy or a Goliath...
This can be a frightening phase, to deny thoughts (and this denial is allowed only to those who are intensely aware of their thoughts -- what an oxymoron of a space -- how confounding that can be if u did not know that Vedanta, Vedas, Upanishads, they all talk of the space:) since they are biologically created (just streaming neurochemicals or electrical sparks between neurons, if u look at it closely:) to protect u ... Yet, it is only in that... which may explain why I am a chilled out yogi, not looking always to market myself.. I am busy, u know:) Trying to deny myself. It is taking up all my time. When that goes, and when I am not I anymore, then maybe, the market...
Yet, yesterday while glancing at the book Imitation of Shankara, I caught another verse from our ancient treatise (I have to dig it back now, will post when I find it), where it exhorts: Enjoy. Because when you enjoy with gnosis, then it is ok to allow the thief inside. After all if the thief knows you know he is a thief, even he will stop being a foe.
Can u imagine the sophistication of that thought! Mind-blowing!!
It is there, always -- a hidden, teasing glimmer -- between thoughts that refuse to allow it room...
Occasionally, touching base with that in the crow pose, or when the headstand is effortless and seemingly timeless. Sometimes in the sway of a lush tree. Or in a day well-ended, without quarrel, anxiety or fear. Or in a cup of tea. Or a well-relished meal. But mostly, these days, it comes when a thought is reduced, and mostly when I decide not to pursue a thought. When I deny a thought, It comes...
How do u explain this... it is like watching thoughts unfold, or if there is an emotion -- unnamed but lurking about in the body and mind -- and u can wish and will it away, there I feel It. It is in the denial of what rushes up as I...
It is always in a thought denied... in the sense of I denied.. Chose, It says, between being a Pygmy or a Goliath...
This can be a frightening phase, to deny thoughts (and this denial is allowed only to those who are intensely aware of their thoughts -- what an oxymoron of a space -- how confounding that can be if u did not know that Vedanta, Vedas, Upanishads, they all talk of the space:) since they are biologically created (just streaming neurochemicals or electrical sparks between neurons, if u look at it closely:) to protect u ... Yet, it is only in that... which may explain why I am a chilled out yogi, not looking always to market myself.. I am busy, u know:) Trying to deny myself. It is taking up all my time. When that goes, and when I am not I anymore, then maybe, the market...
Yet, yesterday while glancing at the book Imitation of Shankara, I caught another verse from our ancient treatise (I have to dig it back now, will post when I find it), where it exhorts: Enjoy. Because when you enjoy with gnosis, then it is ok to allow the thief inside. After all if the thief knows you know he is a thief, even he will stop being a foe.
Can u imagine the sophistication of that thought! Mind-blowing!!
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